If there's one thing that I would ask God for the future, I would ask for my children's good health. I would pray for them to have the best health they could achieve and that they won't gonna go through certain suffering that other children are going through. I know that it would somehow feel like killing me too. I had seen a lot of videos and other documentaries about moms who went through the pain seeing their children experiencing health issues and others and I can't bare it if it will happen to my children.

Tonight, I am left again crying while watching this video of a young boy who has this skin condition since birth called Epidermolysis Bullosa. It's the worst skin condition where the skin would break out for every action or activity the boy do. Anyone having this is called a butterfly child, no one diagnosed with it has reach 30 years old.

But even though he has this disease, he has the strongest will to keep moving with his life. I pray for his healing. Nothing is impossible with God!