Okey, I know this would be long, but I had to share. In fact, I'm unaware that I have this introverted nature. I didn't really discover that I was an introvert until one night when "Chico Loco", (a Yes FM DJ), had an Introvert caller on his radio program called "Yes Diaries". While the caller was sharing his problem, I realized that It was my problem about my life too. I completely relates to the caller fairly well. Just like him, socialization gives me such a hard time, I hurt a lot of times from rejections, pleased people just to care about me. But I end up alone in my room. And wonder why they don't like me at all? I came to research and totally understand, I can't blame anyone else. Unconsciously, my introversion puts concrete walls between I and people. At the same time, it caused to me, negativity, separatism, self-pity, hate, heartbreaks, stressed that leads me into sleepless nights. The hardships being an introvert is not a secret. We all have burdens. And it's a relief knowing it's normal, not only me that experiencing it, and somebody could live with it. Now, I'm not only started to accept it but embrace it, as well. I won't never expect somebody else would appreciate me nor break this concrete walls just to have me. 'Cos somebody else I know will do, GOD and My fellow intros. :))
The most wonderful thing I've ever Discover
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