How sad to say that I've been such a crazy girl for the past years, like my world only revolved in my boyfriend. I am too much attached to him and wasn't able to think of what's gonna be the consequence after then, I have not respect myself nor love myself because all the time I always feel pain. Because all he did to me is to break my heart slowly and slowly until I am not able to recover. Well, that is just part of pain when you love someone with all your heart and that someone didn't love you back.

He's cheating on me for the third time because I already forgive and accept him on the first and second and now is the third time that he like/love someone else. I told myself if he will do it again on the third time, I think I can't take this anymore, even if I love him so much but I should be strong enough to handle the pain and leave him with his new like girl. By this, I am helping myself to moved on and not become bitter and just be happy in my life right now because for the first time in forever I now feel happiness in my heart as in real happiness. It's not anymore my heart that comes first, my heart should go on with my head all together.

I am like an eagle that had been unsealed on the cage and now I am able to fly high!

 

Author: Pretty-Canoy