THE SUN IS NOT EACH OF YOU

Each person says it's pure coincidence his name and my name has the word "Ocean". He is also Sun sunflowers I'm sure, right? ...

Like a flower ... Sunflower is known but can not reach a level toward the glorious sun ... to know is when I realized I had to pursue hopeless at something? Emotional self was just "flowers in a mirror, moon in the water" ... forever just crazy dream only si ...

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Still, as usual it quietly walked the familiar streets of the city of Tuy Hoa, rather than on a motorcycle it aside hours to walk. It's like watching the crowded street, a crowded watching the sunset and down. Enjoy the cool air is not heated by the sunshine. It suddenly stopped panoramic views across the street, staring Paradise Cafe. Lips smile was bitter for a long time ...

Probably for two years from the date he probably also step out its life, it has never reached the cafe filled with memories but also filled with suffering. It is always hiding the truth he is not around ... I do not understand what motivated it entered the shop. Glanced around everything else before. It's hard to laugh just two years, but what makes it feel so strange ... There is no fixed shelves on the walls are filled with books "Doraemon" "Vietnamese prodigy land", the flower charm student newspaper,. .. its a passion. There's no fresh pots of lovely red roses liked it stand out on the table and no longer milky white photographs he sat there listening intently it tells the story of heaven and on earth, no head no tail. Now that the new bar is truly paradise as proper names. On the wall motifs of flowers, animals flexibility lively color highlights on white walls. Shop windows have been replaced by clear glass, mounted on each door are wind chimes made ​​of shells. Sometimes a slight breeze blowing through making the shells collide emitting sound audible sound Thuy seep into people's hearts. Center of the restaurant is a small oasis, spray the white water. Unexpected audible sound resounds:

"I need you help?"

He looked back at the girl for about fifteen, sixteen years old. Skinny skinny figure. Long silky black hair to the waist. Dark eyes glitter highlights on the beautiful face, lovely.

"A cup of black coffee at your way!" It looked she said with a smile.

She nodded:

"I'm waiting for you for a while"

With that she walked fast to draw in a crowded restaurant.

As it is the habit of choosing a hidden corner of the bar, but can observe all of the bar scene, observed the fast side ngoai.Rat she appeared before him on a cup of coffee put her hands down on the table. She flashed a bright smile, full of brilliant spontaneity:

"Have you had a fun afternoon."

But first met but somehow it felt like she was. Perhaps it before and she was innocent, fun, affordable dream? He nodded, smiled real big reveal two deep dimples hoay:

"Thank you."

Holding cup of coffee it took a sip. Taste is the same as it is nostalgic. The bitter taste of coffee spread out his tongue down the throat but the sweet sweet sound. Enjoy it, immersed in sweet music "A Little Love" but the corners of his lips bitter smile. Every time you listen to this music is like listening to it again this stage most probably because he likes to hear.

You make me cry, make me smile

Make me feel love is true Furnishings

You always stand by my side ...

I do not want to say goodbye

A moment later his eyes did not glide as outside. The sky is no longer blue but a floor-infected red mixed leisure light little sunshine left over. Bottom horizons even more red as though someone had taken a red daubed over large swaths. This is brilliant but why it feels dreary. so bleak. Yes, the sun had set sunflowers must also receive shadows surround myself quiet. But she also glance back so that it astonished, amazed. Quickly got up to pay, hurried chase familiar figure. Chasing son will remember every day, every night always dreamed, son engraved on his heart. Lips tremble it sounds uttered by interrupted:

"He ... he Ocean?"

Her son suddenly stopped, turned and looked at it. Brown eyes sting kindled a spark of hope withstand fragile hurry off. bleak and dreary. It confused:

"Sorry. I get confused"

The son did not say anything back turned and walked quickly. It looked out dully at. Said the star would forget that every memory. Talking is not known which stars still looking. What are the two years that sometimes walking on the street saw the familiar silhouette looming tall among a crowded chase but it still is a change to strangers. Sometimes hear a deep voice echo in my ears warm and then search for and then disappointment. Sometimes just hearing a name airy "Sun" is the shortest day search. Hot tears rolling down her cheeks, where the bird remains delicate and then falling debris between the space disappeared. What do dust hated it any tear his eyes, tears just poured? Reaching want but somehow wipe away every tear welled up? Picture the moment he first appeared in it. Still black eyes filled with the laughter was, is still dazzling smile brightly as the sun's light, there is a warm embrace him but why so far away. Memories out of the moment as a slow motion ...

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It really remember that summer of dread picture. Blue sky cloudless. Sometimes a slight breeze blowing through as space becomes cool. In that space filled with clear sound fun:

"Two women are good at chasing tui taken away." It heartened hand embroidered cloth beam shaking, rotating the devil facial teasing two friends.

The Ganges and the Marine panting, said angrily:

"The demon that she let us know tui caught the hand."

"Getting the right dentist just said." It said happily and ran along the corridor of the school.

The students do not know the tail flame industry bewildered three children it runs like chasing ghosts. So running forever look back, it suddenly hitting something. Just keep "a" for an hour it fell to the ground shatterproof. Close your eyes waiting for the pain, but after half a day still feel pain? It hardly hospitable to the level it now feels like something is on, bloodstained hands. Why on earth not hard but warm, soft? It cracked eye. Shining brown eyes widened in surprise, it looks exaggerated face of guy underneath it. It's a handsome.

Unexpected but warm bass sound rang out:

"Are you okay?"

It startled, embarrassed, embarrassed to get up to say:

"I'm sorry, I did not mean it."

He glanced around looking for two children but no where close friends only saw a crowd gathered around it and the guy was. Of course it becomes the focus of dozens of eyes are stared at it, smiled pointing. Just know yourself mentally scolding bad luck, it wished this moment to jump into the hole immediately.

"I could not be good. Walking right next time be careful not to touch him also help stop the suffering touched the wall." He teased it funny.

He nodded and smiled wryly used the speed of light turned away and fled. Turn it to an angle stop panting. Ear suddenly sounded from the other two.

Mercury asked anxiously:

'She has not hurt anywhere? "

The constant hustle interrupted Cards said:

"She did it hurt real idiot to run so fast but. Which she said to the Ocean view with us in the house to be a blessing not to talk to her but hotboy the joke?"

Duong Ngoc angry, it glared and Hang Thuy, eyes narrowed yelled:

"Two women are standing here speaking, can you. Seeing tui fall like so that they would not, to stand up while running away tui consumption, harm native tui ne a game here."

Hi Hi Every small smile, stroking his back.

"Okay how she stood before us this ice cream, okay?" Hydro says it all perspectives.

His eyes lit up like headlights:

"Then let's go."

The boys just shook his head at it.

******

After school it alone sluggish cycling, bike has just yelled:

"Every Marine and she was so good to see two sharp forget you, go out with her ​​boyfriend pockets helpless cycling alone." It depressed sigh plaintively: "Why today is not to go home forever, right?"

Suddenly, it came up with the idea to help sad song. It starts voice. This is the guts of it "fairy dream"

For our childhood together with how carefree dreamer

How many months of the date you scratched adjacent divided

The moment came silently drop to the sky dream

My friend does not remember how funny and poignant memories with me ...

"She was so clumsy that I sing." Somewhat unexpected sound rang brooch.

It was intoxicating to hear singing voice makes it all falls down soul wants car. It's open-mouthed, wide-eyed son looked amazing when bumped afternoon.

He laughed at it:

"Forget him already?"

He shook his head said:

"I remember, he was sorry, too."

He laughed, a warm smile, dazzling as the sun him-name:

"Have you forgotten already. Them what name this girl?"

"Jade Ocean." It watched him smile and unfocused, answering machines.

"He named Thai Duong. They're doing you okay?"

It shocked by his suggestion, to half-day speechless.

He seemed disappointed:

"I do not like what?"

He shook his head quickly said:

"No I'm happy the other behind." Then came the confusing question: "The road he is okay but not before I see him?"

"Why I did not notice before, sir, but, to his house on Tran Hung Dao street side restaurant Le Kien it."

He nodded, saying:

"So his house closer to my house then. Houses you have to go through Dien Hong Park anymore."

But two newcomers know how long but not very well talk. falls laugh, gossip heaven and on earth is not alone. That day it suddenly felt very short way home.

It's so familiar that he stumbles. Sometimes he also regularly get it to go out, go out to eat or something. What makes it most favorite is the two brothers with the same interests. Probably by fate reasonable?

Every Sunday is two to pull together in the library, spent the entire afternoon sitting reading Doraemon. Sometimes it reads to mind too inclined to laugh to tears flowed fall. He shook his head smiling, bundle up with it. Whispered gently cup his head he said:

"Hey little girl I want to become the focus of the crowd? Or do you want him and chased neck out here?"

He always talked so funny that it feels very natural, and it feels like he is elder than friends with juniors. Hear him say it quickly glanced around as he said truly annoyed glances of people are shot straight into two. It wry look at people and then bowed to continue reading, but his ears echoed his laugh, it glared at him orf frustrating to say:

"He was playing with his smile you always stay"

He stopped laughing. It shows that he suppressed smile face flushed. It was true all the way with him always, would not want to anger his anger well. Who told you that it's cute too detailed alluring.

But sometimes he does it so touched to tears, but ... It's always very clearly remember a day in the pouring rain. Space filled with steam, vapor freezing. Smell of mud, smell throne groggy. It's sad to Facebook. Surf through the surf, surf to surf down it saw some boring status line, the photos of smiling friends are showing tet go out somewhere, yawn ... It had looked out of the window. Rain still no sign of stopping, every time the heavier falls. It suddenly craving chocolate ice cream. Maybe it's a girl is not normal, it's sunny but not everyone likes to eat ice cream as it was raining but lazy appetite pear body panels out to buy. Suddenly, it came up with a new idea but not anything dramatic. It is often heard my friends about eight romance stories, or touching tale of novel view. What is the girl's raining again boyfriend sick but the rain still run to her house to deliver drugs also purchase additional food soaked, causing emotional girl alone yeah yeah ... Say is doing but it does not expect much. Put your hands on the keyboard it starts the recording status: "It rained like to eat chocolate ice cream but not cold too lazy to want to buy. Cui had looked cravings but somehow ... But still someone buys Convention yourself eat it? hi hi ". Facebook has finished writing it exits the rubles, on channel 14 news intently watching the stars of their favorite actor. Then glide down to read all axioms confided: "How to deny his confession buddy?" It jumped to read and then nodded enthusiastically, write to advise you what she does not know what it is called upset about his best friend confessed. Suddenly the doorbell rang episodes. It escaped the computer screen just went downstairs to open the door murmured:

"It rained so great that the right one? There probably is a constant, a Marine we're not diligent like it?"

Out the door it looked at him stunned both soaked but smiling bright as the sun. Outside is so cold, pouring rain is not so but why he smiles so warm. Open to him in a hurry, it worries responsibilities:

"It rained so great why are you such a cold reminder here, why?"

"It is not in me? Ne me she bought chocolate ice cream you most like to eat you?" He put cream for it and then winking humor said: "Fast food goes cold but well soluble cream that much."

It looked ridiculous cream he put it back at him intently, it's emotional, naturally spicy nose. Do not think about it just write only player that has the nuts to do so. But it's not to be touched as long as he uttered it away to fall unconscious.

"Moved the big hug. Petty because I do not hug it."

He laughed, too ashamed of his temper hit a saying:

"You're sabotage both romantic atmosphere."

*******

Time passed so fast and he played it for more than a year together. That year it was in class 11, class 12 and you lately he looked busy. It is not known when he stepped lightly into his heart, stepped lightly into her life. Probably from the first meeting he smiled brightly shining at it: "We make you okay?", Well maybe it is time he teased: "Coincidentally, his real name and the name I also have the Ocean. He is also Sun sunflowers I'm sure, right? ". Well maybe it is time for a move he mad chick, not for his bigotry brought home. He pulled it back before it rains beams. In his eyes filled with worry and anger: "I have mad mad he put himself right? Raining so I wanted to have a cold star? If you want me to be the rain with me?"

Love it for him every day, a growing up. Just as he said it is probably the sunflower can only rely on energetic solar. "You can do it does not own Sun?" Many times it's like he really said it to his face but it did not say a word, he is afraid of being refused, then perhaps cultivate friendships so long dissolves into sea foam, into smog. It's most favorite question it's her main character in a novel, the flag read: "Love Where it should be I love you and I love you, just feeling alone is enough, let's perceived by the human your heart. use actions to prove your love for him. "But it really did not understand him, or perhaps never understood it before him? Attitudes and actions of its interest for him always transcend the limits of a friend. But why is he still does not recognize or is he pretending to shirk? Or is he really stupid? The outsider is the constant, the Cards also recognized but was indifferent as nothing, or rather as they say: "In addition to the alertness of the ignorance. Expressed in the outer lane not reported. "In the beginning it appears that the words of the Ganges, the Mercury. Every day that said:

"She really stupid like him then go to confession knows he likes her. Between men and women can never love you. Handsome so he knows how she pursued, she can watch any surface he's gone now. Until then do not regret it. "

The Mercury also draw out the world to say:

"It is true that her grandmother to see him stay in 12th grade and will no longer regularly at her side again. Busy he will dream dreams, with academic examinations. Then go to college he took then she cried in vain regret. "

Yes, two said it was all right to know where he likes it, why? Come to think of it at that moment it felt childish to think so. It's thought the face smooth cheerful joy out of driving cars, fast bikes Cafe Heaven to prepare psychologically and called him to confess. It's never fun to feel happy at that time, muttering softly singing along, it rapidly stepped into the restaurant. Quick smile withstand off. He watched in amazement as his son familiar engraved on the heart, the son of its former ... maybe not never be of it. He said smiling happily beside the stranger girl it had never known, never been used, had never heard of him since. Laugh hard it's what he is, what status he must tell all his relationships it said. Get your star status is? It kept wondering warm smile, bright as the sun's light he only belongs to it, now they know it was wrong, and arrogant too. Each gesture speech act of two people so friendly. Shy girl kiss on the cheek, he hugged the girl in your heart, then he may prove to be very happy? It is poignant to laugh at yourself, laugh for his climb. She's so beautiful to gentle guy does not like, but it's just not beautiful to clumsy childish temper how can you like it okay. Still amorous it yourself, not how much power climb, trying to hook something does not belong to them .... Like a bouquet of sunflowers is not known but could reach a level surface facing the glaring sun. Blazing sun is so bright, but if any bigotry near certain flowers sunflower will disappear right? It can tolerate light, the heat of the sun star?

By recognizing knows he has pursue hopeless at something? Emotional self was just "flowers in a mirror, moon in the water" ... just a dream forever wild si ... Rotate the only step it does not want to witness him and the girl more intimate one minute one second anymore. The heart was cold. Heart ached as boulders weighing a thousand pounds making it difficult to breathe, it hurts to faint pain. Trying to run fast, run fast and no strength when it slumped to the ground, face buried in his knees, leaving it to the outpouring of tears, so despite the gnawing pain, so despite the pain pain in the feet or the communication to the pain of bleeding heart ache?

It abandon him like that. Each day just goes so slow long, lengthy college as thousands century. It stood by the window quietly panoramic views as far as trying to find themselves in vain familiar sight in the dense rain opaque dust. It missed him, so much to remember. From day to see him and the girl in the Cafe Heaven, it always elude him when I came to class to find, when I came home to find it. Avoiding all calls, text messages he sent it. I believe any of it were read but not replied just stay silent unhatched deleted. Maybe it's just me and you, but stop at the star it greedy to want more even now as you do not have with him. He has made it touch the heart rhythm, causing it to love a person is like, making life out of orbit drift bias out of the way it goes. But it also makes distressed distressed, making life seemed paradise turned into hell it. He went out of his life like a gentle breeze rushed to hurry away, or ever he was never of it? Maybe so ... On the TV to warm shoulder suddenly, it turned to look at her. Tears seemed to quickly fall fully exhausted face. His mother consoled heartbreaking:

"Everything will pass only dear. Period will all fade away. Dose time is the best healing."

Then it's just that the bar in the womb nodded and choked as was wondering to yourself:

"Mother, Then will through all right?"

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Wake up from memory it looked around. It was getting dark. Mystical sky with the stars twinkling in the sky shining, beautiful galaxy crossing the sky. Tonight with thousands of brilliant star but because the light was still not able to make it warm hearts today is probably no moon? Phone lines yellowish, translucent projector on a crowded hustle up and down, but no one felt the pain of it? He softly whispered vocal harmony is not heavy on the wind slightly receding, receding:

"I have sent them you, right? If you can make time turned his back I wish he would not shirk it. If you accept them at face not hiding themselves in the guise of is he now and they will remain friends for? But in this world there is no if, there is no antidote to regret. now probably too late do not you? "

Time never wait for people. Could lose money as time passes again but could not hold back is so important to take care of what you have to lose and do not regret a constant because the time would never come back ... even though the how much money have spent much money matter.

It has a smooth and pain thought was far enough immersed in happy memories too long ago, now it has to let go alone, to face reality alone. Accept him step out of his life. Accept the past he has become. It will respectfully keep his memories and it's on a secret drawer in his heart. Time can do all fade away and time is the best medicine. It is believed that only the perception of how fast each one is alone. Perhaps it is to own a long time but it believes everything will fall into place. To recall him sometimes, going through places filled with memories of two it will not cry, do not hurt anymore, but will be happy, smiling sweetly recalling past memories. Maybe someday the sunflowers will find its own sun, why? Lips painted its graceful curves softly whispered:

"Then going through all right?"

*****

Time never wait for people. Could lose money as time passes again but could not hold back is so important to take care of what you have to lose and do not regret a constant because the time would never come back ... even though the how much money have spent much money matter. Time is a double-edged sword as healing medicine but also make people feel sorry for those jobs previously elated because time never come back, as well as time never wait for a anyone.