There is always someone watching and waiting for you

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No matter how many times you push them out, but do you still love me stubborn, if he lives as fate. I have learned to love the woman he chose not trying to pick a person to love, are you ...? You and I have been apart for so long, for 3 months, never a shallow nostalgia, it tormented me every day, every night, the endless desire for him, the dreams that you put immersed myself in tears. If you love England, and his night goodnight and go together to dream about it now, even without her blessing, the dream he kept flickering led them on a virtual happiness that they themselves do not want to get out, only to wake up with painful reality came rushing to make themselves always swollen eyes ... We parted with the reason that he does not want to love you again, a word that ends ten days earlier than he told me: go to each time he saw her our love for each other How. Then he sent me the song makes my heart warm, believes that in spite of more than hundred kilometers apart but my heart toward you. I once asked him whether he forgot the time do you? But he assured me that was not anything to be where you also forget. But now, time has brought me away, away from me forever, with the unilateral termination of that I could not ask for a valid reason. When asked why they do not need to break up so do not you? 

I regarded him as the most beautiful first love I've ever had, period love you really do not have anything I regret, but what the rush is, when that love for each other is still too much, it makes me so down and shattered the extreme. I, a 18 year old girl in love with a man nearly 30, a life of love as it was first hinted it would be no good outcome, it's simply the appeal of a mature man, what immature girls full moon of irresistible, and will again be a sweet deception of men ... Well you know life tangled trap they default on their relationship spread us, but I always wanted to affirm our love is not an emotion fool. You and I loved each other seriously and has determined later, we came up with many factors and situations faced in life. But one thing makes her our love becomes turbulent, it is for us to always put me up too high. The conflict is always from the moment he tired me irritable, angry nature in them then the climax, then we put the two together in silence, unaware that the silence was killing the love him, killing his feelings for you. Brother, after all these things, now there was something in him for me? I do not even want to anger any more, no longer want to quarrel again, now the only thing you crave is seeing his face smiling at me. Probably not too hard to me? Only time I miss you and love you more than that alone, I recalled memories here in the rainy night I'm with you, remember holding hands, stroking the hair of the summer sun Hanoi,. So .. now that he's in place, leave me, leave all the memories in this Hanoi, in the way you walk receiver on a corner, the familiar road, ubiquitous ball his picture ... and you, in that place, every morning he goes to school, he has seen me wear a red shirt CHEC not? Remember when his hand held out in the lake promenade Happiness is not? Every day I was on my FB, I still see pictures, read the line of his status in quietly, I also try to be tough, but he was not interested in me anymore, now I'm not sure anymore. Order your birthday then, I still remember that day he said he would to see you, despite how he does not make promises, but I still vaguely believed that day. Despite hopes that more will increasingly frustrated, but now also what can make you hurt anymore than he. I just want to have a long-term love and calm with him, I tried to change himself he realized that he did not need to search any more an emotion akin to love again, that I deserve to be his last love. No matter how many times you push them out, but do you still love me stubborn, if he lives as fate. I have learned to love the woman he chose not trying to pick a person to love, are you ...? I knew it would be difficult for a person like him, at his age, to continue working on an emotion called love. So they do not want their time together before the hour for a way to waste like this. Even if you know your current life is not easy, but let me be silently beside him was not him, do not treat me as his first love, the pain will forever be regretted forever. Brother, from now until the day I met you, I was always watching and waiting for his return ...



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