Two days ago when I was checking my Facebook account, I checked my notification and friend request. I saw familiar name and face. Schezkha Sabela send a friend request. I was turning between accepting it or not. I chose the latter option. I can't decide it now whether I am ready to accept her again. Accepting her friend request means that I will also accept her friendship and that's means I have to accept her again into my life. That I have to slowly forgive her now. In my heart, I am willing to forgive her and I guess I already forgive her a long time ago though the pain  is still here inside my heart, but what can I do, she's still my sister. I am just afraid, I guess. Afraid to be betrayed again, afraid to get hurt again and afraid to get dumped again. She's showing some signs of reconciliation with me but I don't know how to start reconciling with her. Now, I'm questioning myself, when is the right time to make peace with her...for good?

Just few weeks ago, she requested again and in my mind I am thinking to consider the option of accepting her friend request. I really want to accept her request but I am still in doubt that if I will accept her again, I might face another problem in the future. I wish to turn back time wherein we used to hang out from each other. Things changed suddenly when her life changed. Now, I lost a person whom I consider as my best of best friends. I heard from a friend that she was trying to reach out on me and somehow trying to know what's the update of my life. I wish to mend a broken relationship, but the question is, I don't know when!

 

 

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Author:  jasmeh