Sometimes it's pain is another's pleasure. And we usually women or so, very personal thoughts, so women.

"Wife Well, I do not love you".
"Why are you still accept to marry me?"
"Because I love you too."
"You pity me?"
"No, I just pity myself."
I swallowed tears deep into the heart to wash away the torn, pain he caused me. Still just hope one day he changes back, get hugged me tenderly said, "I love you".
I used to dream like that, so many times, but dreams do not come true ...
I volunteer to bury himself tied to the pain ...
I asked him if he had given heart to know the other girls. I was silent, looked on, watching silently and quietly cry ... I cry, so many times like that, I just cried. I hope someday he parted her and come to me. I know I was selfish. In love, the heart always selfish like that.
On his farewell her, I'm happy, I think I have reason to approach him. And I've been happy like this, with a very secular reason.
Sometimes it's pain is another's pleasure. And we usually women or so, very personal thoughts, so women.
I wake you up in times of weakness, and then he agreed to marry me. It's quick, so hurry, do not need to learn, not dating, we are bound together after several conversations, aimlessly, not early, not late.
I know very well, he does not love me, he took me because I too love that girl. I'm black, ugly, dumb poverty is even and thus I became a tool of revenge, to the other red ball infuriated jealousy. In his eyes, I'm like a toy, no more, no less.
Wedding night, two people, a bed, turned against each other. He slept, I cried. The following days were, as the unfortunate day, not physical pain that is broken in heart. British indifference, he accidentally, he quietly. I am more and more interested, more and silence him. England deny any love from me, I crave attention from him.
Many times I wanted to give up, divorce petition was addressed to him, the rest is just waiting for me to get signed.
I was very very hard for me, I do not want to lose him at all, even a body without a soul.
I too love him, so love him, he can not lose, can not be without you ...

Sometimes women know their spineless, soft-hearted but not membrane modification, its know mushy, weak but do not care. They just beside the man they love. That is enough.
Woman, that woman, I do, do not blame, do not judge or floss erosion, or cursed detractors. That interest, understanding, empathy and shared with them as inherently born with that woman, even a lifetime, pain embraces it.
Pain because her husband, the pain for me, is the biggest pain but happy most of every woman, wife, mother.
Looking at my children and I sleep, they're immature, naive, we need cherishes, protects parents arms. Bear to let go of this does he?
Debt is not disabled, the other charming unfinished, does he have the heart to rush to divorce?
"Wife Well, I do not love you"
"Never mind him okay, he just loves you and you love him is enough".