Something made ​​me think: "Why did you say that so calmly?" When I asked: "How should we meet again?" Every time you speak, I know you still do not understand. I suddenly realized that you were awfully honest, I was sad. My sadness had shaken you? I always want to say "I love you" in my own way, but you still do not understand. I still feels tormented, that I will never see you again ... I wish I could tell you, but I does not describe in words. Maybe I would rather lie to myself but I can not say "do not leave me".