You know at times you have moments of complete silence. You can't hear the wind hustling. You can't see the colors that lay on the canvas. You're like a frozen piece of meat. All tight and hard. How can one be like that? All numb and dead? Or maybe insensitive. Yes that's the right word. I wonder how they do it rose. People die, have accidents, some leave and the rest just move on. How does it all happen? I've lived and I've known, people are scary. They scare every inch of me. The moment I step out I feel insecure. Is it that I don't have faith in me or they're stronger? Tell me rose tell me. I wonder how nicely they fake a smile. How they place daggers in your chest without you knowing. Is that the price we pay for love? 
Maybe I've lost sight. Or maybe what I see is not what I want to see. Why can't we be who we want to be. Is it too hard? Maybe it is. My dreams, your dreams, whatever the dreams are, why do they have to be shattered? Is it all that we can get? Why do people fight? Why do lovers never meet? You know I met this man by the river. He was staring and smiling at the waves calmly. I questioned him that why was he smiling. You know what he replied? He said that he likes how the waves make love to the shore. How they're so chaotic yet so peaceful. I couldn't stop thinking of it. I think that is what we all want. Someone to find peace in the chaos. That is what will mark the beginning of a new world. A world that loves. A world that shares. A world that cares. A world that smiles. A world that's honest. A world that unites. I want to see people like that. I wish I can. Make it happen rose. I wanna see all of it before I die. I want to see each one of them happy even if I'm not.